In the meantime, I've been in such a bad state mentally. I opened the commission and was defeated by myself and collapsed, and to make matters worse, I completely lost my motivation when I saw such a huge AI gore art coming in like a tsunami.
There are 6 commission slots planned. Two comrades for a month, three to four months of work. I'm sorry I didn't provide more. But it's the quantity that I decided because I want to complete each work with enough time and effort.
I thought a lot about it before I decided to reopen the commission.
This works is one of the most painful ever to draw. It is been made me think a lot to myself, and it made my head painful. It's time for me to re-centre myself. I've always had this problem, and I keep repeating it stupidly.
There's so much more to say. But I am so physically and mentally exhausted right now... I don't think I can write anything rational...
I'm so sorry for late and Thank you so much for your patience.
I don't deserve to speak, I tell myself, and whatever I say will only be an excuse.
I'll just keep quiet and get on with it so I can draw one more pages in the time I'm allowed. Today's update is a long overdue requested page. The next one will also be a requested one, and after that I'll be doing a requested event for DAZED ...
I will stop the work in progress and destroy it. I don't like it so much and I think it'll be a waste of time to keep going. I'll start over with a new picture.
Oh, I'm sorry. I received a warning message from the operator after uploading the uncensored task as it is. I will also upload the work process via proton drive!